Monday, November 2, 2009 ; 12:55 PM {♥}
suddenly feel like saying dis lahhhhh.
2E1'09 ROCKS MAN; AND IT WILL CONTINUE TO ROCKED FOREVERRRRR!!!;
haha, cant believe th yr 2009 is overrrr liao.
i will definately fucking missed my beloved class man.
seee th 'ed' at th back of miss, it means i alr started missing it:(
how i wished it is just a dream, sigh~~~
okay, so tday went sch to submit th subj combination form aft dat went
ws wit lena:) we reached ws at almost going nine n we can stay until
erm, 12 +. pro huh? we went kfc ate breakfast then walk walk
until almost ten like dat we went popular.
bo bian, who asked so early not many shops open yet.
hanged outside th popular for almost half n hr.
went in at ten thirty then eleven went library.
walk n walk n walkeedinside dere then went macdonalds.
sit n watch LENAAA eat th ice cream.
i no money eat liao ma. pity me man.
anw, agreed to go ws again on fri b4 going to sch to take
results. hoped i better get in first class arh.
sigh til here then. tmr got choir. URGH, SIAN SIA. SOMEBODY SAVED ME MANN.
no, saved th whole choir lahh.
ok bye.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ; 7:57 PM {♥}
first things first, my results can seriously suck no further man.
though i improved in general, i it still not up to my expectations.
fine then, i''ll just keep holding on to dat lil wish until one day it finally came through.
im a total loser, sucker n failure man=.=
anw, got back results tday. duno whether wan go first class or second class
or even th last! was considering th last class even law, caz im not confident.
of wat? of my chinese n maths n sci:)
+++ if i went second classs, i would have a second chance to work hard
for FnN again. i alr lose once, n no way would i wan a second.
hmm n yeah also to LENA, CONGRATULATIONS! *
feel like saying u rocked man. ure seriously: SIGH~
only made me look down on myself(just jk) haha, 999 As ehh, awesome!:D
i just cant help comparing myself to u...LALALA~
aft sch walked around central wit lena then finally took bus home.
skipped lunch:) but had teabreak arhhh. ate;watch tv;slept.
n oh ya, talked to michelle at six 'o clock.
was feeling more relieved actually aft th talk
but dat feeling dat made me feel so depressed came back awile aft.
hehe. WH-AT T-O D-O N-OW?!!! im so.......!@#$%^&*()`~/*!@#%&*
kay bye now.
LOLLLLLLLLLLIPOPPP!
lol kay dat was lame. now bye. seriously for real.
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ; 7:43 PM {♥}
HELLO.
firstly. my results kinda/quite sucks. though some of u may think dat its gd alr.
well, like real! start from friday yeah?
FRIDAY-
aft sch went ws wit lena. caz she suddenly feel like going.
dat day's results were,
sci, surprised(translation kinda disappointed but saw it coming)
art, satisfied alr.
geog, acceptable though i deproved abit.
lite, regret for writing/spending fucking lots time on one.
if not i might have gotten MY a2..wats th use of saying all these now?
its all over n too late n, dere wont b a chance for me anm. so forget about it.
(which i cant) dnt, DISAPPOINTED. or in other words, being a smart aleck n think u would get ur a1 when u still losed inthend. think im very pro? forget it!
in ws's mac wit lena, actually we want eat superrrdog one,
but duno how order n umfamiliar plus NO SEAT.
sat dat idiot/pervert/something not rite in th mind guy again.
n gee, his always wearing green man.
wats worst is he(i think) purposely shifted to sit next to us law.
god!i realised we kept seeing him almost everytime we go ws sia.
agree michelle? lol. borrowed two magazines again.
homed at three smthing around four ba.:)
SATURDAY-
th same things go on n on n again laws.
went ah ma hse n 3.30 like dat n watch dat painter again dere.:)
hehe. kept reading my 'betrayed' lahh. went downstairs also read.
went back at 11 plus.
TODAY-
woke up at nine. but still late for guzheng.
actually, my skills is rly LAN too.
i dun tink i got th expectations of a exam lahh.
was thinking whether i shld giveup anot.
teacher commented alot on my skill. n i rly didnt give a damn at all.
suddenly feeling very low.
lunched at coffee shop behing n went tam.
a quite crazy shopping spree man.
th clothes were cheap n bought seven of them at one go.
actually, they were all for th end of yr china trip. damn diaooo.
went swimming aft dat then dinnered tgt wit daddy at tam lahh.
homed:)
Thursday, October 22, 2009 ; 7:38 PM {♥}
HELLLOOOOO. im yeah like back? n sorry for th rly loonnng break. hah.
th 3 days of holidays was rly all book-tv-computer n 3 quarter guzheng.i seriously need
to practice th damn shit man. next month exam liao.
but next month also my ONCE IN FOURTEEN YRS CHINA TRIP:D
hope dis two wont clashed tgt. ugrh.. n to fathiirah:
though u most probably wont b reading it. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH
FOR TH TWO BOOOOKKKS! i will finish it by next thurs n return u arh:)
my results r kinda hopeless. well only two actually. SO FAR.
maths: sigh. i dun wanna get CCC lahh. great. a perfect 58 was on my
paper. WTH=.=' hist i was seriously..cannot absorb man.
90/100. second in lvl. can u imagine?! it still seemed so SURREAL TO ME LAW..
my reaction was,WOW.
eng. gosh th teacher shld probably use a calculator next time instead of mental.
my 15 marks almost just flew away.. thanks to joanne:D
mt just dunwan say about it. dunno wat i did wrong or watever.
i guess i was OVERRR CONFIDENCE again. maybe i shld rly reflect.
n to u guys: SORRY, was all i could say.
i always felt guilty n watever crap when i calmed aft i moodswing.
i didnt mean to do dat, i just find dere isnt any fairness to me at all.
for two times in a row im getting a pathetic 44/70!
i just dun feel gd. next time dun bother me. i'll just bury myself in duno wat n i'll b fine.
sigh~ tday is only th beginning..tmr still can get worse..
ART-SCI-DNT-LITE-GEOG.
im getting a feeling dat i might not do well for geog. which i didnt wat.
GDBYE~
Saturday, October 3, 2009 ; 4:43 PM {♥}
I NEED TO CALM DOWN FIRST AND THINK OF WAT TO DO NEXT.WISH ME GOOD LUCK PLS PEOPLE:(
m i regretting choosing Q4 alr?
i suddenly seem clueless about it... imaginary lifoform huh,
needs exclusive drawing law, im not up to it, shld i comtinue ?
i've alr started on mindmap...no cannot. i must persevere.
im left wit only one wk. i cannot waste my time any further liao.
yes dats it i will continue wit imaginary lifeform.
so wat if i cant draw? i can alwasy practice, practice makes perfect.
besides i can also asks for help. yes i'll continue wit 4.
finally starting doing my art. its rly not easy drawing all those
when im only left wit one wk. ltr i'll be performing solo at th cc.
haven even practice law.hope i wont get too nervousn went went off.
god bless me. read up to chap3 for hist tday.
i no its little but at least i did smthing.
dats all. BYE.
Thursday, October 1, 2009 ; 6:03 PM {♥}
Tday eng n chi paper one.
not difficult lahh but, hope i did well enough.
chi sian! i think im gonna FLUNK it man=.=;
wrote quite some craps n unlogical sentences.
still, hope i improve:)
aft that walked central wit michelle kyra niki n chloe.
bought food n drinks.
michelle th worst one, one bbtea not enoough,
still need a packet of frenchfries. muahahaha!
aft dat when shopnsave awile then go cc slacked.
as usual laws, crapped n laughed n joked.
but hey, we didnt catfight tday sia^^
LOL. saw her prriiimaryyy sch fren-lucas.
hmm, he changed quite ALOT? from wat i rmb anw. haha.
went off at 3 ++ n go th minimart near her hse to buy my 'lunch'
gastric pain th whole bus journey:( keep FA LENG. wth, almost cant take it.
next time cannot skipped my meals anm.
btw, i thot of a new nickname 4 michelle:WITCH. MUAHAHA.
til here then, on god tmr got art, shit it lahh.
BYE..
